[00:23.24]I walked through the door with you the air was cold
[00:28.52]But something 'bout it felt like home somehow
[00:33.03]And I left my scarf there at your sister's house
[00:38.24]And you've still got it in your drawer even now
[00:53.89]Oh your sweet disposition and my wide-eyed gaze
[00:59.56]We're singing in the car getting lost upstate
[01:04.82]Autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place
[01:09.11]And I can picture it after all these days
[01:14.87]And I know it's long gone and
[01:17.40]That magic's not here no more
[01:20.09]And I might be okay but I'm not fine at all
[01:25.39]Oh oh oh
[01:30.53]'Cause there we are again on that little town street
[01:35.71]You almost ran the red 'cause you were lookin' over at me
[01:39.97]Wind in my hair I was there
[01:42.60]I remember it all too well
[01:50.59]Photo album on the counter your cheeks were turning red
[01:55.75]You used to be a little kid with glasses in a twin-sized bed
[02:01.17]And your mother's telling stories 'bout you on the tee-ball team
[02:06.53]You tell me 'bout your past thinking your future was me
[02:11.06]And you were tossing me the car keys fuck the patriarchy
[02:15.81]Keychain on the ground we were always skipping town
[02:21.32]And I was thinking on the drive down
[02:24.21]Anytime now he's gonna say it's love
[02:28.33]You never called it what it was
[02:31.60]Till we were dead and gone and buried
[02:34.45]Check the pulse and come back swearing
[02:37.15]It's the same after three months in the grave
[02:42.02]And then you wonder where it went to
[02:44.79]As I reached for you but all I felt was shame
[02:48.98]And you held my lifeless frame
[02:52.46]And I know it's long gone and
[02:55.46]There was nothing else I could do
[02:58.02]And I forget about you long enough
[03:00.56]To forget why I needed to
[03:08.61]'Cause there we are again in the middle of the night
[03:13.77]We're dancing 'round the kitchen in the refrigerator light
[03:18.16]Down the stairs I was there
[03:20.71]I remember it all too well
[03:29.06]And there we are again when nobody had to know
[03:34.34]You kept me like a secret but I kept you like an oath
[03:38.59]Secret prayer and we'd swear
[03:41.22]To remember it all too well
[04:04.48]Maybe we got lost in translation
[04:07.58]Maybe I asked for too much
[04:09.84]But maybe this thing was a masterpiece
[04:12.87]'Til you tore it all up
[04:14.85]Running scared I was there
[04:17.38]I remember it all too well
[04:25.16]And you call me up again
[04:27.85]Just to break me like a promise
[04:30.85]So casually cruel in the name of being honest
[04:35.62]I'm a crumpled up piece of paper lying here
[04:39.89]'Cause I remember it all all all
[04:46.05]They say "All's well that ends well"
[04:48.98]But I'm in the new hell everytime
[04:53.50]You drive across my mind
[04:56.73]You said if we had been closer in age
[05:00.12]Maybe it would've been fine
[05:03.77]And that made me want to die
[05:07.13]The idea you had of me who was she
[05:09.93]An ever-needy ever-loving jewel whose shine reflects on you
[05:17.37]Now I'm weeping in a party bathroom
[05:20.11]Some actress asking me what happened
[05:22.85]You that's what happened you
[05:27.65]You who charmed my dad with self-effacing jokes
[05:33.12]Sipping coffee like you're on a late night show
[05:37.69]But then he watched me watch the front door all night
[05:40.91]Willing you to come
[05:42.71]And he said it's supposed to be fun turning 21
[06:01.59]Time won't fly it's like I'm paralyzed by it
[06:06.36]I'd like to be my old self again but I'm still trying to find it
[06:11.43]After plaid shirt days and nights when you made me your own
[06:16.71]Now you mail back my things and I walk home alone
[06:21.93]But you keep my old scarf from that very first week
[06:26.95]'Cause it reminds you of innocence and it smells like me
[06:31.96]You can't get rid of it
[06:34.33]'Cause you remember it all too well yeah
[06:42.53]'Cause there we are again when I loved you so
[06:48.03]Back before you lost the one real thing you've ever known
[06:52.48]It was rare I was there
[06:54.78]I remember it all too well
[07:02.62]Wind in my hair you were there
[07:05.12]You remember it all
[07:07.83]Down the stairs you were there
[07:10.52]You remember it all
[07:13.06]It was rare I was there
[07:15.42]I remember it all too well
[07:21.96]And I was never good at telling jokes but the punchline goes
[07:27.91]"I'll get older but your lovers stay my age"
[07:33.52]From when you're Brooklyn broke my skin and bones
[07:38.37]I'm a soldier who's returning half her weight
[07:43.81]And did the twin flame bruise paint you blue
[07:49.22]Just between us did the love affair maim you too
[07:54.27]Cause in this city's baring cold
[07:58.21]I still remember the first fall of snow
[08:03.27]And how it glistened as it fell I remember it all too well
[08:15.19]Just between us did the love affair maim you all too well
[08:25.41]Just between us do you remember it all too well
[08:35.76]Just between us
[08:37.58]Just between us
[08:38.04]I remember it all too well
[08:41.97]Wind in my hair I was there I was there I was there
[08:47.08]Down the stairs I was there I was there
[08:52.21]Sacred prayer I was there I was there
[08:57.35]It was rare you remember it all too well
[09:02.51]Wind in my hair I was there I was there
[09:07.66]Down the stairs I was there I was there I was there
[09:12.80]Sacred prayer I was there I was there
[09:17.96]It was rare you remember it all too well
[09:23.10]Wind in my hair I was there I was there
[09:28.39]Down the stairs I was there I was there
[09:33.49]Sacred prayer I was there I was there
[09:38.64]It was rare you remember it
[09:43.48]Wind in my hair I was there I was there
[09:48.92]Down the stairs I was there I was there
[09:54.02]Sacred prayer I was there I was there
[09:59.23]It was rare you remember it |
